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Fiction & Other Realities

by Big Phony

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1.
Welcome back, feel happy to stay If things look different I'm sorry, so sorry to say I've made love to your ghost, while you were away Somethings never change Watch your back, there are people who want you to leave Nobody wants you, nobody, nobody but me So for your good you better go Somethings never change All feelings aside, I think it best That we try, we try, at even feeble attempts It's just a matter of time till we want what we get Somethings never change Somethings, never, never... You're too beautiful a freak to want someone like me I need everyone to like me... You have too beautiful a mind to bottle up it inside It costs to be great... Somethings never change Don't hold your breath, I've made up I've made my mind Without you, I've turned my penny into a dime So it can't be that bad, so bad without you Somethings never change Somethings never change... for people like me and no one like you- Who got somewhere to be who got something to do- About things I'm afraid of, I don't want to lose I'm just a coward This awkward coward... wants to be you. But you're too beautiful a.....
2.
Holiday Bust 05:07
HOLIDAY BUST It's all good, I feel fine I've been down, I've been down like this before Could you stay? I've got more to say I've been down, I've been down Have you been there too? All that was said, haven't you heard I haven't done yet, I've been here waiting for you All that was seen, I'm wanting to go, still never been and i was just waiting for you It's all good, I feel fine I've been down, I've been down like this before Could you stay? I've got more to say I've been down, I've been down Have you been there too? The countryside blows, but I'll give a chance and give it a go I'll be there waiting for you Got nothing to wear for nothing-to-do But i won't go on running off just because your gone Got nothing better to do It's no ideal state Ain't no holiday And you know that i won't tell a soul but you The business hits everyday Feel free to validate It's all good, I feel fine I've been down, I've been down like this before Could you stay? I've got more to say I've been down, I've been down Have you been there too? One more time, I had a better time pacing the ceiling Don't be kind, whatever' s on your mind, I want you to say it Smack to the head look spots and the dots I wake up in some random empty parking lot and you're Lord-knows-where to be found.... You're just like a bust, you break up the party-don't go I'm just a commercial/a gimmick now back to the show It's all good I feel fine I fine feel..... I've been down But you've been there too Still everyone loves you
3.
DYING UNAWARE Henry used to talk of people how society would never learn to never live without... The love And he used to say that we could be a family but not without... The love Then he went to nowhere I know... The picture-picture perfect memories they don't mean nothing till you die I pick up the phone but I nobody's home still i try Honey I can't pay the bills We're all out of money, I've lost all sanity Go take the kid to the park, or perhaps on a walk I've something to do But always remember my love, I loved Was careful not to touch the broken glass and cigarette ash paving the floors I wish I was informed, before all this You take the good from the bad... Any minute now I'm gonna cave you can tell by lines on my hands I turn the corner to steps of young lovers where they... stand in each other Honey I've run out of reach and I'm sick of this sympathy I'm falling straight up in a whirl I've tried my best for a while (A whisper goodbye) I've somewhere to go But always remember my love, and your...fathers and sons You take the good from the bad Happy from sad
4.
PARADE IN MY HEAD I was your best pull-him-aside-and-divide-his-heart-in-a-mess I try to forget the rest I was trying to understand things that you said Oh well, they parade in my head As I lie awake in my bed And oh, a hundred to one It's hard to believe You'd pocket sunday offering But maybe I'm just seeing things Parting pending, wait for the ending reprise I sign off in disguise, a sad wave/silent goodbye And oh you love what you want And hate what you need Things are not quite happening How we thought it was meant to be Fare thee well and I'll miss you most When I travel alone or sing a two part song I hope you find what you won't
5.
Push 03:35
PUSH And I need something today I'm drunk on cheap wine The man on the tube pushing the something that I could go for a girl who'd light up my sky And you look just right And I know what to do And I hate how's it's been And you just won't believe when you see me again Today could turn dark to light Even at night And everyone's singing the blues I just look at the girl who stares in my eyes Sit back and unwind And I know what to do When I hate how's it's been And you just won't believe when you see me again She was around when I needed most Someone to touch that I dare wouldn't lose And I saw something the world could not offer I found it in you And I know what to do When I hate how I live And you just won't believe when you see me
6.
Parable 05:12
PARABLE Light up a parable or read us a poem Or say nothing at all again and again As long as you're breathing I hear you just fine Lose all power of speech, I'll read in your mind The room is all candlelit, but you can't see the glow But you're feeling the heat blood to the bone I never noticed this hum of machinery I stand reminded when you're not around One day I'm gonna be like you are today Then I'll wanna be like you are then If the money runs out and we're living out on the street We could go for a walk that'll always come for free To walk like you do and never die like you'd never To think what you had in mind I was just hoping, if you had the time... I could be in good company
7.
Taking a trip to forget where I live, off the avenue I wanna go where the people are not their degree I'll leave it at home in New York City We had fun in the sun, we had fun acting dumb by the swimming pool The love of a place where strangers relate to the golden rule Then it was the last day of the season Where did it go? The time? the feeling? I got this funny feeling, but the good kind, I'm feeling like I'm high I am some kind of happy, yeah the good kind I'm feeling like I'm high, but I ain't We were crazy about, all the screaming the shouts and the altitude Remember the time, when we waited all night to get in It was the last day we could see them He used to believe he could do anything he had wanted to Who would of thought, such a cynical side could prevail in you You've got to shake this anti-feeling Make it the last day, cash day, out the door to the street I got this funny feeling, like a good time I'm feeling like I'm high I am loving the fever, these are good times I'm feeling like I'm high, but I... I'm on something and I struck a natural high I don't want to get down I've been around I've been making a round way downtown again Singing a song, while walking along to the beat This is the last day that you'll see me I'm flying way back to western cities Where I get this funny feeling- but the good kind when feeling like I'm high I'll never leave here, these the good times I'm feeling like I'm high, but I ain't
8.
THE GIRL BY THE BRIDGE (SILENT FILM) There's a girl by the bridge, she is passing out fliers To old dirty liars like me She makes me feel younger, smarter, fitter I swear Without pity she smiles, "we've got pictures of places Where beautiful faces exist We'll find a private place Where there's plenty of sun and plenty to waste" It's such a long way to down But don't go that way, long face Why not look forward to falling up upwards We'll make our own very first rule When watching silent film We'll throw in the words I'm just half a mile, the catch of the mystery My favorite and least favorite part "Does the girl loves me?" then maybe, I could be fine Plan an obstacle dinner, like one in the pictures And ask her to marry me And all through that errant night We'd walk every street and talk till it's light It's such a long way to down But I've got more in me somehow There's a boy wearing me, who's dying to meet The girl that is singing in you We'll watch some silent film And throw in the words It's such a long way to down But you won't spread my ashes not now Cuz the girl on the bridge is going away She's going away with me To watch some silent film We'll throw in the words
9.
EVERYTHING-ALWAYS So happy to meet you I know it might seem a bit trite But it's all that I worked hard for I hope you enjoy tonight Everything always what seems to be good enough Everything always it falls too short And I'm so damn nervous, look-see I fuck it up But everything always, You don't seem to mind Took the part less than perfect I know I've got far to go Read a written review about it Still I hope you enjoy my-the show Even though that... Everything-always what seems to be good enough Everything-always it falls too short And I'm so damn nervous, look see I fuck it up But everything-always, You don't seem to mind It's All In Your Mind.
10.
EVERYTHING-ALWAYS So happy to meet you I know it might seem a bit trite But it's all that I worked hard for I hope you enjoy tonight Everything always what seems to be good enough Everything always it falls too short And I'm so damn nervous, look-see I fuck it up But everything always, You don't seem to mind Took the part less than perfect I know I've got far to go Read a written review about it Still I hope you enjoy my-the show Even though that... Everything-always what seems to be good enough Everything-always it falls too short And I'm so damn nervous, look see I fuck it up But everything-always, You don't seem to mind It's All In Your Mind.

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This was the first official Big Phony album recorded, early 2005.

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released July 8, 2005

Produced by Koo Chung

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